the thick of it

It’s strange when you realize that you’re just kind of average. You are typical and normal and you’re not entirely too important but you’re still unique. It’s upsetting but then it levels out into being this kind of release. Like “It’s okay that I am not your main priority, I’m barely my own half the time.” But at the same time, you discover what is most important to you. In these moments of doubt, you start to look at the things you want most in life rather than what’s keeping you down.